The winding road that I called “Life”

Deepest apologies for it has been ages since I writen anything lately. Mainly, I have been buzy like a bee, busy with looking new jobs, attending interviews, handling the work pressure and collegues pressure which currently happening. Top that, I’m trying to juggle my life with work and new relationship..and take my word for it, it’s very difficult.I guess during in a relationship, a certain expectations are built within and when it is not exactly been met, it gets really frustrating for both parties.

Sometimes I get spooked by the fact how things around us are moving at a so god damn fast pace. Because of my easily spooked behaviour, insecurities built up and you would think one of the better reasons to be in a relationship is to able to fall back on your partner..?! That’s not entirely true, instead its actually worst, because you have to consider the other’s feelings. Everything has to be taken as a consideration in things you do and say. I truely wanted to slap the person who strongly believe in honesty is the best policy, because it’s not entirely truely works that way. Males are generally as confusing as what they may say about females…they are such a straight-forward, direct creatures, stupid enough to believe when a "No" from a girl means a "NO" all the time. Every girl wants to be swept off her feet once awhile, whether its action could be impractical and unnecessary. Every girl wish to be pampered no matter how much she tells you that she doesn’t really need to. There can never be too much of a hug to give away, regardless of time, reasons and place, a hug is a magical cure for all moods. So for those reading my blog who has girlfriends, please hug them once awhile, they will truely appreciate you.