The winding road that I called “Life”

Call me crazy, but yes I have a temporary job as a kidnergarden teacher at Q-dees at Kinara area.The principle happens to be a fren of mine and needed teachers to help put her school.As many of you all know, I have been unemployed for quite some time,thus i decided taken up the job is a good way spending my other time, getting some sort of income,interesting education field experiences and a good fren helpin out

Year 2008 begins,schools started,thus this week till 21st Jan are orientation period for all students at Q-dees.Though this is a temporary job,I am given my very own personal class and students,the 3 years old children with a class named En.Piccaso!Though I only have 5 kids today,trust me when I say it’s already a hand full! We had games like who crys the loudest and longest…and my arms are abit sore today as a little cute indian girl, Kashwena..yes i adore her as she is the only girl in my class..owning the title i gave her Princess.Anyways, she cried for her parents and when she did stopped finally,she wants to be carried at all times..SO I had a small cute monkey hanging around my neck..I hope it was only for today and not on her future comings.Overall I have to say it’s not quite yet my cup of tea but I’m willingly to give it a try anyways..afterall I already of 2 monkey nieces staying with me..so yeah I guess I’m sort of trained..???

Today on the 26th Aug 2007, I realised and officially declaring myself a bigger noodle brain than my sister. I always like noodles, better called over here as RAMEN. I especially like those instant noodles from Japan and Taiwan cause they look just so YUMMY!!!Plus good packaging design!(Who says only what inside counts?)Anyways, I been abit under the weather these couple of days and due to my terrible sore throat, my mom made me porriage enough for lunch and dinner. I had it for lunch, I felt bored when it came to dinner time..suddenly I had a noodle craving attack!!! Not trying to waste my mom’s time cooking the porriage for me, I came to a conclusion. I popped a pack of instant noodle into the boiling water, rinsed it and poured the porriage over the hot steaming noodles! Turned out ediable…so there you have it, do you know a bigger noodle brain than I?Let me know ya?

Updates of things in my LIFE:

July 10 2007: 1st day of my new job,required me to travel abit to Klang temporarily until the new office i ready at either PJ or Puchong.I’m a personal assistant to an agency which works partially for ING.It has been only a week and I’m wondering just how long I could take this traveling bits as its abit stressful and costly with the petrol and tolls.Stress began to sink in a bit, just like when I was working in HSBC then, I started to dream bout the PC programme we used in office then.This new job requires alot of paper work and file-ling, thus I dream of file-ling often.NightMARE!

July 15 2007: Went to a friend’s new house before she move in permantly after her wedding.Seem more and more people I know is getting hitched as I aged…Its freaking depressing and scary as it will make you realise years are passing by you at the speed of light.Between this year and next year, I would be attending alot of weddings,one of them I would be playing a big part as I’m choosen to be the bridemaid!!!Another NightMARE!!

I was up and ready for my dental appointment by 8am and was there waiting by 9:30am. The dentist yet arrived, but greeted by a polite malay receptionist. Besides my parents, I was the only client there for that early morning. Despite the comfort of the office gives; air-conditioned, dimmed soothing lamps and music played by MTV, I was checking my watch every 15minutes for the dentist’s arrival. Around 10am, I was given some colorful pills (to put under sedation me I guess?), and I was accompany to the surgery room. I remembered it wasn’t long I heard my dentist’s voice and he was straight down to business. I was drowsy but yet conscious a little, remembering there was a tinkling feeling in my gums several times, I presumed that my gums were injected by anesthetic. I remember someone (I think it’s the nurse), holding my jaw while there maybe an extraction going on then. It mustn’t be a difficult surgery to perform because I was out of that place by 11am.

The dentist told me earlier that majority people in the world’s population would have wisdom teeth problems and it’s a genetic issue. Looking back, I guess I wouldn’t have escape from such experience, as my dad, my brother and my sister had these wisdom extraction before and theirs were worse than mine.

Yes, I survived from two wisdom teeth extraction, cost me no more than RM1k, but the tremendous discomfort through the first night and a very puffed up left cheek on my second day. I’m on a liquid diet which is really a torturous thing to be for me. I would still have to meet up my dentist next week for stitches to be removed. For now, I’m given 3 days off MC but not much sympathy from my 2 nieces which stays with me on weekdays, as I keep being compared to my pet hamster now. L

Wasn’t long ago I swore I was only 16years old, still in India finishing up my studies.I only closed my eyes to rest awhile and BOOM!Eight years went by and I realised it’s already year 2007…I heard the Year of Boar will be a challenging year for the DOG people. I could only pray for the continuous blessing of strenght and courage for me to move forward and face whatever obstacles that are thrown to me this year.

Chinese New Year is passing by, a start of New Year for Chinese people and I hope there is a new chapter of a book in my life to be written. Despite a new year for my addtional pet hamster,Coffee comes to my life, it’s gonna be a year soon for my personal relationship that I’m having. My boyfriend and I started as real close friends back in year 2005, and sure we have a few rough bumps along the way, but time flies passed me again, I can’t believe it’s going to be a year. Everything seems to be perfect in order for me now, except I would only hope I could also have a new career this year to match along with all the new things that are going to happen in my new chapter:)

Been ages since I blogged,I truely understand now why there are times ppl do not blog often enough to update their friends  of them..A main reason and a lame reason, we are too buzy and lazy!Yes, I’m guilty of charge with the same reasons, and I’m not very proud of it.Thus i’m trying to make up to it now:P

Year 2006 is coming to an end, unbelievably it has been almost a year plus since i started work and earn my 1st permanent paycheck.Still nothing really changed much, still feeling resentment towards my career, finding ways to improve in that department.Only thing been changed in my life of 24 years, is me having someone new in my life now.Surely every relationship has its bitter and sweet experiences, but we learn to grow to love and accept the other person regardlessly too. I truely believe the only secret formula to a successful harmonious relationship is great communication with tint of trust! Life is too short for anything, thus appreaciate and learn from each other, I say.

The only thing I looked back with a tint of sadness and regret is how I didnt make use of my schooling years to know more ppl and make friends then.Recently, my significant other told me how nice it was during those days of friendships. Somehow it feels different than the friends we made during our work period. Back then, friends seem more pure and sincere than those who we know from business working environment. Regardless, what is bygones be bygones, my motto now is, just appreciate for those who are beside us.

Deepest apologies for it has been ages since I writen anything lately. Mainly, I have been buzy like a bee, busy with looking new jobs, attending interviews, handling the work pressure and collegues pressure which currently happening. Top that, I’m trying to juggle my life with work and new relationship..and take my word for it, it’s very difficult.I guess during in a relationship, a certain expectations are built within and when it is not exactly been met, it gets really frustrating for both parties.

Sometimes I get spooked by the fact how things around us are moving at a so god damn fast pace. Because of my easily spooked behaviour, insecurities built up and you would think one of the better reasons to be in a relationship is to able to fall back on your partner..?! That’s not entirely true, instead its actually worst, because you have to consider the other’s feelings. Everything has to be taken as a consideration in things you do and say. I truely wanted to slap the person who strongly believe in honesty is the best policy, because it’s not entirely truely works that way. Males are generally as confusing as what they may say about females…they are such a straight-forward, direct creatures, stupid enough to believe when a "No" from a girl means a "NO" all the time. Every girl wants to be swept off her feet once awhile, whether its action could be impractical and unnecessary. Every girl wish to be pampered no matter how much she tells you that she doesn’t really need to. There can never be too much of a hug to give away, regardless of time, reasons and place, a hug is a magical cure for all moods. So for those reading my blog who has girlfriends, please hug them once awhile, they will truely appreciate you.

Sigh….how is life with all my fellow friends?Lately I have been burried with work overtime and it has been draining me spiritually dried I hope the company is paying us OT $$$ and not some lousy extra off days for us…so not worth it!

Besides the horrible work load, the only thing I guess that keeps me a bit sane are my beloved hamsters! It has been a week now since the baby was born. It’s quite exciting to see how it is progressing with its growth. So far it has been good. I also get to learn and know my two other adult hamsters. The mother, Cinnamon is much more human friendly as she does not mind the human contact and nor nibble your hand hard,where as Minty, the other female hamster does. Minty also been labeled by me as the"Fat One" because she is bigger and likes to eat. She would lay on her back, front paws holding a seed or grains and nibble away. When she sits up, she looks like a white fuzzy ball. Fortunately she likes the plastic ball that allows her to be where ever she wants to be around the house. At least she getting some sort of exercise!However Cinnamon is slightly smaller but perhaps due to nursing her baby. Still she loves the wheel and when she is on it, she reminds me of a newly mother trying to keep back in shape. Thus my hamsters are the only thing right now that brings laughters to my soul after a long tired day at work.

sigh…I need to get to bed now..for anyone who cares to know, I have to work over time tomorrow on saturday morning !

Today, April 14 2006, born "Baby Hamster". In case some of you wondering what’s going on, I bought 2 female hamsters(so the guy said) Cinnamon and Minty on April 2,2006. I believe they are females, but I didn’t know one of them was already been "uh,mmm gotten a bit of action" Now I’m also a bit worried with the other hamster which looking pumper than when I bought her..I hope she is just plain fat! So, please anyone who knows anything much on caring young hamsters, do tell me, I welcome any advices or suggestions. Anyone can come up with a name for me will be good too! Though I have no idea what the gender of the baby now, so any names and we will see which when we determine the gender..

It has been bout a week plus since I moved my seat at work. My AMO is currently on her maternity leave and my seat was taken by another fellow colleague for a cross-training.Thus she needed to be closer to another colleague to learn things…Ever since I moved, I think my fengshui been slightly better, slightly less stress, mainly because I dont get much errors and scoldings from my AP, now that she has to concentrated on teaching the other colleague..another reason, I’m away from another indian colleague who has a peculiar personality, which I shall not emphasize on it too much. SO..I guess things been good to me lately…even better if I ever going to hear from companies which I requested for jobs..